Hi guysss!
It's been a while since I wrote a journal, but you may have noticed I've been a bit more active lately than I usually am.
Well something happened again in my life and I have more free time than I can possibly wish for now. Of course I'm happy because I got to work on my mystery cosplay for Otakuthon 2012 (1 month left!!!) and I got to draw a lot too.
Oh yeah, and if you can guess what anime the cosplay preview I'll be showing soon is from, I'll give you an internet cookie!
Of course, it is not normal to have that much free time when you rent an apartment alone is it?
I did quit my job a month ago. No I wasn't fired but it was as if really...
I cannot talk about the details or it would take forever to write and read.... but it seems I did -_- And there is a lot of stuff I had to let out of the story too O.o I write too much sorry
Read if you have 10-15 minutes of free time
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I had this job for 7 months where I was never secure about my hours and was always under pressure. It was in a paintings and custom framing store. My manager and big boss were always on my back trying to scare me and pushing me to my limit. I got good reviews towards the end from customers, they told how wonderful I was to my manager and the big boss without knowing who they were, but it seems that in the end they still thought I wasn't good enough for them. I was promised 30 hours a week, which I only got for some months, but it was always war to get them back when they suddenly would disappear. The girl whom was hired 3 days before me took the place of manager when the old one was transferred somewhere else. From that time things were going well, but the big boss was always on my manager's back and she was really stressed. She was taking out that stress on me almost everyday. She was rarely happy and I had to endure her character all the time. I am a very patient person when it comes to tolerance towards others, but I was still planning to quit after Otakuthon this year because I needed money for the con and the rent so I couldn't quit right away.
My boss took an unplanned vacation for a week last month. So I did my very best to make things go well when she wasn't there. For months I had been very calm and nice towards everyone and had been replacing and helping the others out almost every time they needed it. I was the one you could rely on and whom knew her stock and frames well. I don't know how they could forget everything I was doing, but it happened.
The first day I met my manager after her vacation, I found a stranger behind the desk. My manager often asked her friends to watch over the shop when she was smoking outside so I thought it was her friend. Well IT WAS her friend indeed. But she wasn't there while she was smoking only, she was a new employee in training. When my boss finally came back from her break, she began to again take out her frustrations on me. I tried for the first time to defend myself more seriously as I was very tired of all of this. She turned the situation to her advantage and managed to make me look like a very bad employee in front of the new girl. My manager considered me as a friend and I was often her confident (I know many things that could make her lose her job indeed)... but in those times she was always forgetting about it. At the end of that day, she told me that I might need to find a new job. She said she couldn't be sure because she was not the one who decided about those things (and she wasn't for real). The big boss wanted me out for so long, I was accustomed to those warnings. But this time was different. This time my boss had a friend for her new employee and wasn't protecting me anymore towards the big boss. She probably told her what she told me that day, that I was letting myself go. I wasn't doing any different from before... but when you want someone out you can say anything right? She left me like that for my shift. I cried a lot but there wasn't any customers by chance. I was at my limit again.
So only 2 days after that, the big boss and her assistant came to see the new employee at work during the day. I was doing the evening shift like always so I didn't meet them. When I came in, everyone seemed happy so I wasn't too stressed. But then my boss told me about the modifications of the schedule. She didn't really find words to describe it... so I looked at the screen and was horrified to find that I went from 30 hours a week to only 8. I was a full time employee and I had 8 hours a week and the others, even the part time ones, had more than me. I couldn't believe how stupid this company was. You can fire me, but you cannot laugh at me like that! Keeping me for a little 8 hours a week was a total joke. I called everyone I knew that night. I was crying in the store but I didn't care. I was talking on my cellphone too, who cared? I was alone in the store like always. My dad finally told me I could quit if I wanted, that he'd help me until I found a new job. I quit at the end of my 8 hours the next week. I didn't warn them before, I quit after my shift the very same night since they had modified my schedule without telling me too. My boss was surprisingly sad and was about to cry. But I was really calm and confident. I've had had enough of that joke and knew it was better for me to quit.
The irony of all of this is that recently I received a message from my old manager who was telling me it wasn't going well in the store and that she wished I was still there. You never know how much you care for someone until you lose them right?
So that's the story on how I got all this free time. I wish I would've found a new job by now but it is really not the right time. I also prefer trying my hand at a real job, in front of a desk or a computer... or both
I just applied for a test in animation again... it is in coloration this time so I cross my fingers that I will maybe be able to live without too many worries for once. I know I'm not that old, but I think it is time I find a real job now, not store jobs that lead me nowhere.
If you have stories to share about injustice and stupid companies, go ahead
It is always nice to know you are not the only one and to share your experiences with others.